Hmmm.... This period is really a test for me... Yet another separation coming up, between me and Dearie... :(

This coming Sunday night, he would be flying off to Netherlands... Soooo far.... Until the 10th of July.... Soooo loooong.... :(

Well, maybe its a good thing we go through all these short-term separations, so that if/when we are married, if we ever have to go through separations, i.e. him going to reservist, the pain wont be too bad.

But now, the pain/pang of separation is hard, especially for me, and Dearie hasn't even left yet. Sad... :(

Ever since my mummy passed away, he is the only one I am closest to and can talk to about everything. He's gonna be gone for a looong time, it sure is gonna be hard for me. :(

I better go calm myself now... Dear I know this is for your work training, but I am still sad... :(

Will be missing you sooo much...