Just a short blog since I'm home. Very tired and having a bad headache coz hardly get good sleep since Monday. Mummy's in hospital. Very critical condition. She's in a vegetable state. That's what the doctors are saying, that my mum's brain-dead or brain-damaged. From the ICU ward, the doctors transferred my mummy to a normal ward, saying that because she doesn't need to be on the life support system any longer, i.e. she's breathing on her own. But what I'm pissed is that the doctor said that we just have to wait for the day till my mummy pass away.... I was like *******!!! As a doctor, I felt that you should have been more supportive, or at least talk with kinder words etc. Tears.... You are not our God. Our lives are in the hands of Allah.
Dear Mummy, don't worry.... Although you can't say anything to us, your daughters, our father, aunts and uncles all believe that there's still a chance, as long as we keep on praying for you. Please get well soon, you have 3 lovely and loving daughters, and a very caring husband, who's waiting for you....
Dearie, thanks for supporting me... Thanks for driving me and my younger sister home last night, as my dad and elder sister stayed thru the night there.... I'm sorry if I not cheerful or can't take jokes as usual. I know you understand....
To all my friends, family, colleagues who are constantly praying for my mummy, thanks very much, and please do keep praying for her, every little thing helps.... Tears....
